The Power Of Goodbye..

TELL ME WHAT DO YOU FEEL WHEN YOUR READ A COMMENT ON BLOG OWNED BY YOUR BEST FRIEND (THE BLOG HASN'T BEEN UPDATED OVER 3 WEEKS) SUDDENLY POP UP A COMMENT:

"A***** PASSED AWAY YESTERDAY IN SP HOSPITAL ON 26TH MAY 2009"

AS FOR ME I FEEL LIKE STRONG..............................EARTHQUAKE

AND TSUNAMI...

HIT MYSELF. I PHONE MY FRIEND (BLOG OWNER) THROUGH MOBILE AND LANDLINE.. NO ANSWER! I'VE CONTACT OTHER FRIENDS FOR CONFIRMATION BUT NO ONE DARE TO SAY YES.. IT'S TRUE. I GOOGLE ON THE NET FOR MORE INFO BUT FAILS. SENDING EMAILS TO ALL MY FRIENDS ALL OVER THE WORLD. I'M SO DESPERATE AND DEPRESSE.

TWO DAYS LATER GOT REPLY FROM MY LONG TIME FRIEND WHO LIVE IN EUROPE. HE TOLD ME, HE'S THE ONE WHO WROTE THAT COMMENT ON BLOG AND SORRY TO SAY IT IS TRUE. YOU CAN'T REACH HIM BECAUSE HIS LANDLINE PHONE NO LONGER EXITS. I FEEL HEARTBEAT STOP. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.. THAT NIGHT AT THAT HOUR MY BRAIN SCREEN EVERYTHING 'BOUT THE MEMORY OF US. I FEEL SO SAD.

ONCE YOU GONE YOU'LL NEVER RETURN.. GOODBYE TO YOU.. AND I WILL FOREVER AND EVER MISSING YOU.. AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY MIND TIL MY LAST EXHALE.

I dedicate this lovely lyric taken from Madonna - Something To Remember or Barcelona Gold CD. This song entilte This Used To Be My Playground... this track filll with great music arrangments and wonderful lyric. Each time I listen to this track I will always remember all my friends and my childhood.

This used to be the place I ran to, Whenever I was in need of a friend. Why did it have to end and why do they always say Don't look back Keep your head held high Don't ask them why Because life is short And before you know You're feeling old And your heart is breaking Don't hold on to the past Well that's too much to ask...

Live and learn Well the years they flew And we never knew We were foolish then We would never tire And that little fire Is still alive in me It will never go away Can't say goodbye to yesterday No regrets But I wish that you Were here with me Well then there's hope yet I can see your faceIn our secret place You're not just a memory Say goodbye to yesterday Those are words I'll never say

This used to be my playground This used to be our pride and joy This used to be the place we ran to That no one in the world could dare destroy This used to be our playground This used to be our childhood dream This used to be the place we ran to I wish you were standing here with me This used to be our secret hiding place The best things in life are always free Wishing you were here with me.